At night, I’m fighting your memory
I wish I could take it out of my head.
I lay on my back, eyes closed
I try to control my breathing
Soon I lose the track
Did I inhale?
I forget to exhale
The air is trapped in my lungs
Why does it feel like a stone on my chest?
I turn on my right side
I’ve forgotten about my breathing and you’re back
An infinite replay
I try to count, hope to fall asleep
One more flashback
I feel your touch,
I turn to lay on my stomach
Even when you’re gone the words still won’t come out
But they are here, and I need to tell you
I have to try
I turn to my right side.
Face to face.