Shower my soul

I wanted to be clean for you

I wanted to renew myself, reborn

I wanted to dust off my soul

Clean up my heart

Clear up my mind.

I wanted it all new for you

That shower seemed to last for hours

I washed it all

I wanted to wash my interior.

I didn’t want you to suspect any of what has been

I wished the water could infiltrate within my body and run through my veins

So even my blood would have been refreshed

But these scars won’t fade away

The nightmares won’t let me sleep

The memories keep me distant from the present

Our present,

The one that will never exist.


A. ♥♥

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